Grown up! #1

8:37 PM

Assalamualaikum and Happy Holiday!

It's been a year I didn't post anything here. I know it's time for me to release all my stress, anger, sadness or maybe just a happy wonderful stories ever! The time just flies away and I can't bring it back. No wonder how adult love to tell their children about  their childhood stories again and again. ya. because they missed it. they miss how they grown up with such a wonderful experience. No problems. No cheating. and just play around and laugh.

I wonder how I can turn to that "years" with all the laughter and happiness. but I realized it just a dream. now you're in REALITY. YOU HAVE GROWN UP!  The roller coaster was really fun at the age of 3 but it will be very bad things when it comes to the age of 30. hahaha.

so what's up for this "short post" ?

I think I just have to relax my mind first before we start for something "dramatic".ummm. maybe?
Sorry everyone!

TO BE CONTINUED............


7:00 PM

“True forgiveness is when you can say, "Thank you for that experience.”
Oprah Winfrey

EXPERIENCE; Pengalaman

"Experience" really teaches us how to deal with the situation either bad or good. It's not about what you know but it's what you understand of it. Experience is the best teacher to guide you because it's about exploring ourselves as individuals. It also a skill or knowledge that you get by doing something.

In 2015, I've been through a lot of experience in my life. I've gain something new and I take it as my lessons. I have to get ready for what's coming up and also have to think properly when doing any actions. Many challenges and hardships that I've been through in my life. Having a loss of family member really the hardest part I've gone.

Lately, I'm a sensitive girl that always touching even the simplest things. I always cry when I remembered the sad part of my life. I remembered to my ancestors, my fighter brother, Lil and also my family's problem. Moreover, I've usually got tremulous and angrily over the annoying thing.

Lil, our beloved Prince of Johore. He is a humble & caring man I've never met. He has a great personality that makes people around him admire most. I can't stop talking about him because he is my greatly idol. The news of his death really makes me shocked. It's was the hardest part in my life in this ending of 2015. I'll never forget his kindness & strengths for battling his cancer. May God give him eternal rest & the family the strength to bear the great pain. Ameen.

"Experience" made us more mature and wiser. I'm very thankful to those people who supporting me in ups & downs of my life. I'm very grateful because God give me this wonderful experience in my life; having an amazing peoples around me & the good memories. May this New Year brings a lot of happiness & laughter in our life. Spread the love not the hate!